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chan yihui, 310189, rgs, rhythmic gym, 303'04, 206'03, 106'02, 6rose'01, loves skating, missy :)
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Saturday, August 07, 2004
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skating nowhere why isn't skating the way it used to be? why is there this apprehension everytime im at the rink? why am i not as happy to skate as i used to be? WHY??? skating used to be fun i used to look forward to every session and lesson begged my parents to let me go... but where is all the spirit now??? It's not dat i hate skating... in fact somewhere in me i noe that i still love it it's challenging, and the sense of achievement one gets when u land a jump or get a spin right is above the world. so why am i so scared? i seem to be getting no where. it's been so long since im stuck at double toe and the dbl sal's still so inconsistant after like a year yeah...as one goes up the level, guess it takes time... used to be able to progress 2 levels, even 3 in a year but now, im not even confident of progressing 1 a year. everytime i see the others, the younger ones progressing ever so quickly it's like how do they do it??? u can say im jealous...and frustrated, but it's still not getting me anywhere. the jumps seem so easy, technically off ice, it's so easy to do a dbl toe rotate so quickly and land but on ice it's so different i can't get that leg up, can't rotate as fast as i used to and simply dun believe that i can land it. Worse, i had to fall and injure my knee have no idea what's wrong with it... but it hurts so terribly everytime i fall i so wish i can get the dbl sal consistant get the dbl toe and loop i have done them before... and even done them nicely. Just hope skating would be fun once more and i can go to the rink confidently everytime knowing what can be achieved that day.
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